Someone to count on.

You're the one I can always call when I need to make everything stop.-


You were the one I could always call when I needed to make everything stop.-


But you are no longer here.
And today I need you more than ever, because I dont know how to make all this things stop. Before I knew I could always count on you, but now I just can count on myself. But I dont know how. I dont know you to make all this things stop. 


I know I dont want you to be with me and I do want you to be happy, but I just miss this. 
And Im afraid not to find it in myself.

I always felt incomplet, but seeing you so complet and so secure in all the things I was insecure, helped me to feel I could go on with your help.
Now, Im still incomplet, but with noone to help me out with this things I cant solve by myself.


I just miss this, I miss to know that I have someone to count on in all that staff I just cant do alone.